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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Harry_Potter_-_J._K._Rowling, Twilight_Series_-_All_Media_Types
  Relationship:
      Jasper_Hale/Harry_Potter
  Character:
      Harry_Potter, Jasper_Hale, Alice_Cullen, Carlisle_Cullen, Esme_Cullen,
      Edward_Cullen, Emmett_Cullen, Rosalie_Hale, Dudley_Dursley, Vernon
      Dursley, Petunia_Dursley, Dumbledore
  Additional Tags:
      Depression, Self-Harm, Self_Confidence_Issues, Self-Hatred, Cutting,
      Suicide_Attempt, Sexual_Content, Sexual_Tension, Rape, possessive,
      Possessive_Behavior, Possessive_Jasper, Adoption, Lustful_Jasper,
      Slightly_Insane_Jasper
  Stats:
      Published: 2014-09-11 Updated: 2015-10-12 Chapters: 7/? Words: 5203
****** Why Did You Save Me? ******
by ZeSinisterBunny
Summary
     The Dursleys have forced Harry to move to Forks, Washington to keep
     him away from the wizarding world. The abuse have gotten much more
     fierce and horrible than ever before, when Harry thought he was in
     last moments as he got the razor blade a very certain handsome
     vampire saved him, or did he? (Being rewritten. Currently
     discontinued)
Notes
     Please at the end tell me what you think!
     Please review it keeps me motivated and lets me know it should be
     continued.
***** Chapter 1 *****
Harry sobbed inside his cupboard beneath the stairs as quietly as he could, the
Dursleys were asleep, probably quite satisfied with everything, but he was
devastated!
Earlier Uncle Vernon had delivered some horrible news to young Harry who was
going to his second year at Hogwarts soon, well, suppose to be.
~Flashback~
"Come to the kitchen, Boy!" Harry could hear his Uncle Vernon's sadistic voice
coming from outside his cupboard. Climbing out slowly prepared to jump back in
as quickly as possible to try and avoid a beating, but he wasn't there
surprisingly, he was actually in the kitchen.
Harry slowly crept into the kitchen eyeing his uncle with suspicion, what was
he being called in here for?
"Don't lurk in the doorway, boy!" He yelled at me which caused me to flinch
slightly and rush out of by the door way
"Yes, Uncle Vernon?" Harry asked, his hands intertwined and thumbs tapping
against each other nervously as Harry glanced up at his red faced Uncle.
His Uncles face turned into a sick looking grin, his moustache ends rising with
it as if it was smiling sickly as well, was he going to be beat again? Last
time he almost died, the only reason they didn't let him is because they needed
their little slave to remain along with them.
"We have news, Harry, we're all moving away to Forks, Washington and you are
NEVER coming back to Hogwarts AGAIN, boy!" He laughed sickly, like it was a
sick joke which it was to him, he liked seeing that devastated look on his
filthy nephew's face.
You could hear Dudley's quiet laughter that sounded quite like a pigs snort
emerge from the hall "You hear that, Harry?! You are never going to see your
friends or school again!" He snorted.
After that Vernon proceeded to remove a whip that seemed to come out out of no
where (Though it was probably hiding behind all that fat Vernon carries around
with him.)
He got up and Harry nervous backed away but then got a shove from behind
causing him to go slamming into the ground in front of his Uncle Vernon and
that's when the first lash came, then the second, then the third, and so on and
his Auntie, Uncle and Cousin all laughed as he cried, bleeding, on the ground.
~Flashback End~
*2 Days later*
Harry woke up in the morning, his cupboard door being knocked on loudly as you
could hear his Aunt outside yelling at him to get up as Dudley ran up and down
the stairs yelling loudly "GET UP, HARRY, GET UP! IT'S MOVING DAY! THE DAY YOU
GET TAKEN AWAY FROM ALL YOUR FRIENDS!!!" He yelled excitedly then as soon as
Harry opened the door Dudley pulled him out and slammed him against the wall.
"None of that today, Dudley, we have to make sure he doesn't have any visible
bruises on him." They heard Vernon call from the kitchen causing Dudley to give
out a short whine but then stopped.
He carried on with his usual morning routine, cooking food for the Dursleys and
having to watch them pig out on it all while he got nothing but a glass of old
chunky rotten milk and a mouldy banana.
Leaving for the airport was the saddest moment of all, he had to leave any
chance of him getting back to Hogwarts.
He wondered what his friends would say or think, would they just forget about
him or would they wonder where he was and if they would try and contact him...
It was sad to think about it.
*****Why Did You Save Me?*****
Jasper laid next to Alice staring up at they starry night, a cool breeze swept
throughout the meadow they were laying in.
Their hands were intertwined, to most this moment would be perfect, but yet it
wasn't, Jasper felt off, he was engaged to Alice after proposing to her just a
month earlier and their wedding was do in less than 2 weeks.
He couldn't deny his love for Alice, but he begin to question his love when he
begin to think at night about a lone boy. He would close his eyes, not to sleep
since he couldn't, but just to think, something he did often at night as if he
were and could dreaming and each time it always had one boy in it.
All he could ever remember was these magnificent emerald green eyes that he so
much wanted to see I'm person but there was a dark side to it all, there was
always a dark side to them, he would be screaming and crying, everything was
always black at that part but still, he always knew he was being beat by the
screams of the boy.
He always wanted so desperately to save the boy but how could he? Especially
when it was just a figment of his imagination, the only other person who knew
was Edward, the mind reading vampire who he made vow to never to another living
soul.... Or dead one since they did live as vampires who were technically just
moving corpses....
Sitting up he turned to look at Alice "I'm heading back now." He spoke before
two arms wrapped around his left arm, the side she was laying on. "But, Jasper,
the fun is only beginning...." She whispered as she pulled him on top of her
and they got pulled into a loving passionate kiss with each other and further.
*****Why Did You Save Me?*****
Harry had gotten off the plane, gotten his luggage (His Trunk which they only
let him keep to try and keep the boy quite from telling anyone.) and then they
were off to their new house.
They ride was long and boring, and quite hurtful, Dudley kept punching and
hitting Harry as soon as they got into the car already leaving marks and
bruises along his pale weak body.
"Take this, and that! This too!" Dudley would yell as if he was in some
magnificent fight scene in a movie or something.
Getting to their house it was quite large but he knew he would only be getting
the smallest thing that could fit his small amount of stuff into.
Walking inside, Vernon and Petunia instantly begin to search out the smallest
room while Dudley stood by Harry taunting him about it, but Harry was too sad
to acknowledge it at all really.
Around 10 minutes later Vernon appeared and grabbed Harry by his messy raven
hair and pulled him somewhere then threw him into a suffocatingly small room
"Welcome home, boy." Laughed his red faced uncle sadistically as he left
shutting and Harry was pretty sure locking the door behind him.
"Welcome home...." Muttered Harry as he curled into a small ball in the corner
of the room.
***** Chapter 2 *****
I don't own Twilight or Harry Potter in any way.
Sorry it took so long to update but life has been so busy lately so it's hard
to write but I'll do my best, I have so,e free time over the next five days and
I'll attempt to work on my fics a bit
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Harry winced at every single sound that was made, still trapped I'm his small
closet with no way of escape. He didn't know what time it was but it had felt
like eternity to him, he always hated small spaces and yet he was forced to
live in one for a huge portion of his life.
Harry stopped hearing noises after what seemed like hours on end and he
listened closely, putting his ear up against the door and he figured it was
night and they were all asleep or else they went out somewhere. Either
situation would do, he could just run out and save himself!
Harry may be a Gryffindor but it still took a while for him to conjure up the
courage to reach for the doorknob and twist, it was unlocked? Perhaps Vernon
had forgotten to lock it? No.... That was too simple.... But if he had a chance
he had to push all of his doubts to the side and take this chance.... With that
Harry swung the door open and climbed out only to be greeted by Vernon's sick
twisted smile and some things he hadn't seem for a long time....
Harry was about to be raped once more.
Harry was 4 years old when his very first sexual thing has happened to him. He
didn't remember much of it aside from being pinned down by a male, someone
Uncle Vernon had sold him to for the night, the worst pain he had ever
experienced was that, he couldn't scream cause when he did it seemed the guy on
top of him would just begin moving in and out harder and faster.... He
remembers when he ejaculated inside of him, the rivers of that... Creamy liquid
entering Harry's anus, it hurt, he was bleeding.... No one seemed to care
though.
That wasn't the only time, he had been sold several times, to different men,
some were soft and some were plain brutal but neither of those things mattered,
it was still all dirty and disgusting.... His last rape was about 2 weeks ago
but it seemed a new rape was about to be coming in.
2 ⒽⓄⓊⓇⓈ ⓁⒶⓉⒺⓇ...
Harry laid beaten and bruised on the wooden floor, covered and surrounded by
his own blood, Vernon, Petunia and Dudley had left about half an hour ago to go
get ice cream since Dudley was whining about being tired after raping him along
with Vernon. Harry needed to get out....
Slowly and hurtfully getting up he gathers in bloody clothes and puts them on
and went to the kitchen, needing one final thing, a razor blade. He was done
with life.... He only ever got hurt, he didn't even get to go to Hogwarts
anymore..... So what was the point.
Slipping on his old dirty sneakers he walked out, no one was around anyways....
He walked and walked to he didn't know where until he found himself in the
middle of the forest and there he decided to do it, he was going to kill
himself then and there so bring the blade to his wrist he began to slowly slice
it open.
*****Why Did You Save Me?*****
Jasper was running throughout the forest, he had just eaten, a big bear and
frankly wanted to stay out for a bit longer, he had these odd feelings
lately.... He kept seeing green eyes and a red lightning bolt that looked
somewhat like a scar.
Jasper stopped dead in his tracks when he smelt human blood close to him and
made his way over there, and saw a boy a bloody mess with... His own blood?
Some from a few hours ago some seemed more new and fresh from the body and the
smell was positively delicious yet.... He had no desire to drink it...
Something in his head was screaming at him to go over there and protect this
young looking boy with his life and he didn't understand why.
Jasper examined the boy for a minute before noticing the male pull out what
looked like a razor blade and press it to his wrist and he could smell more
blood which made him see red so taking a step out from behind the tree he
strode over to the boy and kneeled down behind him and placed his left hand on
the males left shoulder (which the boy flinched to which for some reason made
him want to cry out) and his right hand moved swiftly and plucked the blade out
from the males fingers
"Don't... Come with me... Now.... My father is a doctor..."
With that he scooped the much smaller boy into his arms who gave a small gasp
and starred at him with such large, beautiful, green eyes, like the ones he had
been seeing but much more spectacular, yet they seemed so sad and he wanted to
run away with this boy and his instincts were telling him to do just that, to
run and shield him from everyone else in the world so he would he his and his
alone and so no one could cut him but that blade cut deep.... He needed to get
this boy to Carlisle now so he wouldn't bleed to death and he used his empathic
abilities to put the boy to sleep.
"I'll keep you safe..."
***** Chapter 3 *****
Chapter Notes
     Just a quick chapter to get up, hopefully I can start posting more
     soon but school takes up a lot of time
Young Harry groaned in pain slightly, his whole body feeling sore all over and
he felt weak, so very weak. He slowly tried to opened his eyes but hissed and
cursed in Parseltongue softly as he quickly closed his eyes right back up, the
light was too blinding for him right now but he refused, he needed to get up,
he didn't know where he was and he was scared.
He tried to sit up but feel right back down, his wrists in pain and stung at
the forced his was putting on them causing him to softly cry out in pain that's
when the memories cameack, about what happened, the rape, the beating, the
razor blade and the voice... The handsome voice...
He attempted again to sit up without using his wrists and instead used his
elbows which took him a minute from the state of his body but he eventually
made it up and opened his eyes to meet a blue if a room with blobs everywhere,
that's when he realized he didn't have his glasses on though it wouldn't have
been much better, he has hated the same prescription since he was 5 and the
Dursleys always refused to get him new ones which made chores and such always
much more hard causing him to mess up easily which means more beatings for him!
He slowly crept out of his bed and almost fell to the ground, his legs seemed
to be made out of jelly, they were wobbly and weak so it made walking across
the room so much harder than it already was but he slowly but eventually
reached the door and had to pat around for the know for a few minutes till he
found the knob and grasped it and twisted and freaked it opened but silently
screamed and jumped back in terror as he could just make out the shape of
another person causing him to whimper in pain at the crash on the floor and the
pressure it caused
He hears a slight chuckle "Don't need to be so frightened, I'm not hear to hurt
you. I thought I heard movement up hear so I came to check up on you." Said a
voice before he felt his glasses slide on his face so he could just barely make
out the features of the man, fuzzy light blonde hair and golden eyes "My name
is Carlisle Cullen, I'm a doctor and have been healing your wounds ever since
Saturday."
Three days ago? How long had he been out? Where exactly was he? Was he about to
get brutally raped like always? All of a sudden he felt the arms pick him up
bridal style and felt himself be set on a cushiony bed, where he had most
likely of had been laying when he got up. He felt his hand get gently grabbed,
though unharming Harry couldn't help but jerk his hand back "I'm not going to
hurt you... I need to check your cuts, there shouldn't be a problem though you
never know." The man said
Slowly Harry gave his arm to the man to had said to be Carlisle and felt
bandages unwrap from around his wrist "You're fortunate, my boy. My son,
Jasper, had found you yesterday and you didn't have appeared to have cut very
deep yet." Jasper? The man that spoke to him? After a few minutes of neither of
them speaking he once again felt bandages being wrapped around his wrists.
"All better, I'll have to check up on them again later. How are your eyes? I
did some research on hospital files and the last time you had gotten a new
prescription seemed to be a while ago, Harry Potter your name is? You also
don't have any times you've been to the hospital aside from when you were born,
James and Lily Potter and you are being taken care of your aunt and uncle
Vernon and Petunia Dursley, is this all correct?" Carlisle asked Harry
Harry didn't really want to talk, he was done talking, he only ever got himself
and others hurt so he just simply nodded his head "Everything I just said is
true?" Harry nodded again trying to focus a bit better on the man but with his
poor eyesight and eyes in general he still couldn't make out any actual
features.
Carlisle drew out a sigh of fake air since he had the inability to breath, he
had checked the boy over too, on his back, arms and legs, for any signs of any
more self harm but when he had found was much more worse, he had found whip
lashes, cuts and bruises, this boy was so pale and small, when he read over
this boy's file he was surprised he was twelve, from his size he looked about 3
to 5 years younger, he couldn't also smell disgusting scents on him though he
couldn't exactly say whether it was rape or if he went sleeping around, he has
heard of some cases will people will sleep around to try and get more attention
brought to themselves and make themselves feel better.
"You must be staving, you've been out for about three days. My wife, Esme, is
working on some food for you right now, nothing too much since I don't think
you would be able to handle it so some home made chicken noodle soup with tea
is what she was making, is that alright?" Harry hadn't realized it but just as
he heard the word food his stomach grumbled in hunger causing him to put his
hand over it and look down at it then back up at the man and slowly nod, his
mouth filling up with drool at the thought of food.
Jasper was out hunting, he had been by the Boy's side the past three days
refusing to leave it at all. He didn't know what it was but he also had a
mate's instinct for the boy which was basically impossible, his mate was Alice,
she had said so, though for some reason he never had felt as strongly
affectionate towards her as he already was towards this boy.
Jasper couldn't help but worry constantly, he had been so off focus he could
only get a rabbit so far, he wondered if that boy who Carlisle had said his
name to be Harry was awake yet or what if he had died? Jasper felt a crushing
sensation in his body after he even thought of it, even in thought he couldn't
handle it, he couldn't imagine how painful it would be for it to actually
happen, he would probably beg for someone, anyone to chop of his head and set
his body burning.
Not being able to really catch anything else, Jasper ended up just turning and
just trying to get back to the house miles away from him which could actually
take up to a while for him considering how he had hardly eaten, if he saw a
deer or anything on the way back he would try to catch that.
Harry inhaled the delicious aroma of the soup and soft yet wonderful smell of
the tea that mixed in with it, that sat on his lap on a tray, though he didn't
understand why these people were so nice to him, he was horrible, everyone
thought so, he was already waiting for the moment when these people would drop
him on the curb like everyone else did.
Harry couldn't help but wonder what the Durleys though about him being gone,
they probably didn't care aside from the fact they would have to get rid of his
stuff, they were probably having a party to celebrate thinking he was dead,
probably hoping he had had a very slow, excruciatingly death.
He slowly ate the food, he wasn't really in the mood to eat by the time the
food had gotten to him but the first taste of the soup was so delicious made
him have to eat, it was amazing! These people were very lucky to have such an
amazing cook, though he felt bad for already forgetting the name of the woman
that had made this.
He finished everything within minutes and drank all the broth from the bowl and
he heard a chuckle from the door "I take it the cooking is to your liking." He
heard the doctor say. His face heated up in embarrassment "That's good, I have
made some appointments for you, for your eyes and I'm putting you on some
medication." Harry shook his head instantly, "Harry, I know about the abuse and
I'm working on the Dursleys put into prison for the trauma they had caused, and
if it's alright I would like to adopt you as my son." Harry's eyes widened in
delight, hoping this wasn't some cruel joke Harry nodded his head eagerly and
grinned, being taken away from the Dursleys and having a chance a chance of a
somewhat more decent life, this had to be the best thing ever said to him.
***** Chapter 4 *****
Jasper finally got home after what seemed like hours though in reality it was
only about forty five minutes which was still rather long for someone of his
kind but he couldn't help it, he hadn't caught more than several small animals
and one deer which didn't satisfy up his insane blood cravings and it was even
harder to control it when he could smell some campers near by and one of them
cut themselves but he knew if he went back with crimson eyes it would be pretty
bad since he would be right back where he started not to mention if that little
boy was there and saw his eyes like that he'd probably be terrified of him and
he didn't want that.
He walked in the front door and instantly was attacked into a hug by a small
feminine body which was none other than Alice and he was reluctantly to return
the hug back to her, all he could manage was a small one arm hug to give to
her, not that she noticed. She quickly let to and gave him a quick peck on his
lips, grabbed his hand and pulled him into the kitchen where everyone aside
from Carlisle and that boy were.
Alice practically pulled him onto the chair next to her and he was too weak in
hunger too fight it, he still remembered the beautiful scent of that boy's
blood but continued not to desire it even with his hunger levels, the only urge
he had for it was to put his own venom into it and watch as he turned into a
beautiful young vampire though he quickly snapped out of those thoughts when he
had realize that Carlisle had returned to the room and was staring at him along
with everyone else.
"What?" He asked, trying to keep his voice out of a growl as he stared up at
Carlisle, he knew he shouldn't be mad at his father for taking care of the boy
but he couldn't feel jealous over that fact that it should be HIM taking care
of the boy and not Carlisle, the boy was his and his alone and honestly he
couldn't care less that Edward was staring at him with a semi surprised look on
his face 'fuck off, Edward.' He thought, his now dark eyes still staring at
Carlisle but he knew that Edward had nodded and looked away.
Carlisle was just as surprised as everyone else as someone he considered as a
son was talking to him like that, but like the rest of them- counting out
Edward since he was figuring some pieces of it from Jasper's mind -he wasn't
aware of what just yet Harry was to Jasper just yet, "Since you weren't here
when I said the news I'm going to say that we're going to adopt Harry."
Harry was meanwhile upstairs, he was now able to walk again without feeling
pain in his legs and always about to collapse, though he never went out of his
room, he was too scared and there was a bathroom attached to his room making it
a ton times easier, he had only met Carlisle and that boy.. Jasper his name
was, right? Oh and Esme though they didn't really talk that much but for the
time they did talk he already knew he really liked her and she hoped that she
really liked him.
Even though it was now his fourth day here, but he had only spent part of
yesterday and so far today awake he still hadn't said a word and since he knew
Carlisle wanted to respect that he even got him a book of sign language just in
case and he did plan to use it since he still did not want to speak, he didn't
have anything against them but he did have something against himself,
definitely.
Harry laid down in the bed, legs hanging of the side as he sighed, he wondered
what happened to the person who had saved him, Jasper.. Why hadn't he come to
see him yet? Did he not like him? He guessed that was a no, he couldn't
understand why anyone would want to, he also didn't understand why someone
would want to take him out of all people in.
Back to Jasper again he was shocked at hearing the news of this boy.. Harry...
Was moving in with them, he was in a mixture of emotion, in joy that Harry
would be living with them.. With him but he hated the fact that that means that
he wouldn't be the only one around Harry, Harry was his and his alone. Harry.
Was. His. Not Carlisle's, none of theirs, that was the person made just for him
and he'd be damned if they thought that they were going to take him away so
instead of saying anything else and despite his weakened strength within
seconds he was outside Harry's door though he was being followed.
"Jasper, don't." He heard Edward's voice behind him. "You're obviously weak
right now, let's go hunting, you didn't seem to get much, I'll help you get
something.," he kept his voice low so Harry wouldn't be able to hear them
outside and hoped that Jasper would know to do that too which he did.
"I don't need you're help, leave me alone and go see that 'precious' little
cunt of yours, Bella. Let's face it, she isn't even your mate, she's your
singer, you aren't attracted to her, you're attracted to her blood." He
growled, looking back at Edward, Edward was of course shocked at what he had
said, he knew Jasper wasn't Bella's biggest fan but still, that gave him no
reason to say something like that. "Don't talk about her like that!" He yelled
out in a whisper "then don't keep me away from Harry." He said, voice dry and
uncaring which wasn't usually like him and with that Jasper entered the room to
see a boy now sitting up on the bed, staring down at the floor.
Harry didn't even notice when someone had entered the room, he was too deep
into thought at this point, like what was to happen now? Would he ever see
Hogwarts again? His friends? He could go without seeing professor Snape again,
the man hated him. Though when he saw someone walk up to him, he snapped his
head up to look up and over at a honey blonde male, who he had never seen
before, he noted the near to black eyes and the paleness of skin like it was
with everyone else in the house and also like everyone else he had seen he
was.. Beautiful, more so than the others. "Hello Harry, I'm Jasper." The man
finally spoke and Harry smiled up at him, he had finally come to see him.
***** VOTE NOW!!! *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Okay, okay, sorry that I haven't posted a chapter in a while. Kind of.
I posted chapter five a while back but took it down the following night for a
few reasons.
It was fucked up.
I want both to go down a road where Harry is treated kindly by Jasper but also
I want Jasper to go a bit insane from the feelings he has for Harry so I want
to ask all of you
Which would you prefer?
A story where it's cute and fluffy or one that it dark and possessive?
I'm going to say right here it'll be easier for me to update if it's dark and
possessive since that shit goes through my mind (and I would already have the
next chapter done.) but if you want cute and fluffy I'll do my best to supply
it.
This will go on till February 17th and if no one replies I'll wait till one
replies or else go my own path with dark and possessive, if say an equal amount
numbers up with the same amount of people with opposite answers I'll decide
myself or wait for one more person.
That'll be all.
Thank you.
Chapter End Notes
     Say Cute for Cute and Fluffy
     Or
     Dark for Dark and Possessive.
     Vote please.
***** Sorry *****
I'm sorry for being gone for so long, I've been distracted and my muse hasn't
been working properly. I also have been going through a rough time and a bunch
of shit has been happening.
I'm trying my best to get a new chapter up and start running this again but I
don't want to give some half-assed forced thing up and want to give at least
some quality to you guys.
I'm doing my best and hopefully soon we'll be seeing a new chapter up.
See you until then :)
***** Chapter 8 *****
Okay I'm just here to say from here on out this fanfic will be on official
hiatus but it will be back on track sooner or later, I'm looking at December as
latest or the end of October as earliest.
Here is what I'm planning on doing.
I'm going to restart this story but it will remain the same but first I want to
actually write the plot down, where it's going to go and how it's going to end
down.
I want to make sure there's a good amount of drama and yet there's peaceful
moments.
I want there to be a good mixture of both DARK and CUTE in it between the pair
and I just want to figure it all out before I start writing as starting and
just 'going with the flow' could result in a messy and uninteresting fic.
Just wanted to give a heads up.
-ZeSinisterBunny
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